I shall sing my heart out. ;3

I remember when the :3 faces were all the rage. Those were the days. LOL

Anyway. What am I celebrating for? Hell I dunno. *rolls around* Um.
Um um um um um.

Well- I'm not single anymore <3 I ended up getting what I wanted.
We're dating now.
THE IRONY IS THAT SHE'S IN WASHINGTON.
*face palm* I'm trying to keep sane until she gets back!!
I'm also working out like FRIGGING MAD because I wanna lose weight. So when she comes back I'll be like- "HaHA look at my sexy body NOW babeh!"
and hopefully she'll be like "Oh Jackie you're so RAD" and she'll leap into my well toned arms of muscle!!

*FAG PISTOL'D*
This is such a painful bliss~
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Halloween was okay! Got loads of candy. I didn't even eat it all. Too afraid to get fat.
Drawing again, thanks to Adri. XD I'm more bored, more often.

I'm gonna be putting up some pictures, maybe.
I'm sorry if I forgot about any projects or anything important lol.


SCHOOL SUCKS.
(So this thing was all together random.)
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INTERACTION PART

Have you ever planned on doing something, done half of it, then the next week found it sitting under another pile of OTHER projects? ...Or rather- remembered it and didn't find the project at all? What'd you do? How'd you react?

Well for me, I was way disappointed in myself. XD I let some people down. And I was SUPPOSED to be making pages for a certain comic...
This must be Sin-chan's face right now. "Yes, P-chan, when were you going to get to those??"

I have the script in a very important place, I swear! XD I'm just so aaaahhh art blocked! Kind of!
Anyway, I love you guys, thanks for reading. I'll be posting doodles soon!!

I just read an article about her going to the university thing... and I watched the She Wolf video... and it reminded me how much I FUCKING LOVE SHAKIRA.

LOOK AT HER HIPS.
BY LORD HER ABS ARE AMAZING.

D: I'm INSANELY in love with Shakira. Because you know what?

HER HIPS DON'T LIE.

Yeah but besides that...
Bittersweet manga moment...?


The girl I like is moving to Washington/Oregon. For a year. I was like 'DEAR LORD WHY'
But- it's okay. I mean... it's not...
I'm actually really depressed about it rofl
But... I have to make what time I have with her worth it all, right?

My belly's squishy. But ever since Eric picked me up earlier today I feel... small. XD

He threw me over his shoulder. If I weren't trying to choke him, he probably would have started walking around.

Random...
Um...
Why do you listen to me?
Haha well this was a random vent-update. I love you guys!!

No interactive part this time. I'm too lazy.

Hey guys! Thought I'd apoligize for the millionth time for not posting anything recently. I've been focusing on playing guitar more than anything. It's fun, you know? I like it a lot!

I was at Emily's earlier today and I tried to teach her A chord and C. Lol it was cute to see her fuss over it so much. She made the BEST dinner EVER. Don't tell her, but she's right about that tofu. It's not half bad.

LOLOL I kept yelling 'GET THAT HEALTHY SHIT OFF MY PLATE'
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Poetry slam sooner or later. (Later, hopefully!)
Hell, it's probably on Monday. It's where we have to recite the poems we made and whoever has the best... I don't know. It's apparently kind of a medium-deal? Not big. Just... medium.
I'm not too excited about it. Lol I've never been good at poetry. If I ever make poetry it's for songs. And it HAS to be in a singing voice or else I'll SHOOT something.

Maybe I could jazz it up with a rap poem?
I'm in Advanced Language arts, so we HAVE to go. I'm not good with reciting poems in front of people. I'm not good at reciting ANYTHING in front of people. I might remake it into something lovey-dovey, because I'm gay like that. It WAS something about love and loss, but then I changed it into some kind of war story.

It was pretty lame...
Um- so yeah. Poetry slam.
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I have so much work and people keep bugging me about shizzams that it's hard to do much on my free time. (Well, I usually just text and play my guitar.)

I'm turning into those raving teenagers with lives.

...
...
...
ROFL HAHA GOT YOU.
But every weekend's been chaos. People keep wanting me to spend the night- no time for parkour- no time to sit and draw something...
It's hard!

Also- school's a bitch! With all it's hooomework and all it's advaaanced crap. I just hate doing it. I remember the days where homework barely existed and I could live life without worrying. XD

I mostly have C+'s right now. Trying to get those up so I don't look like an asshole!! >_<;;
Why do C+'s make me look like an asshole?
Well I'm too lazy to care about what's going on! And if my parents see it, they'll be like 'Um yeah stay home, dumb ass lulz'

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So I guess... there's all my excuses for not being active. I'm not exactly THAT sorry... but yeah. Just- know that I think of you guys all the time!


No interactive-ness today. I've gotta sleep!

I love you guys!
LATERS.

I just got done reading the second volume of Sensual Phrase. It's a really good manga about this snarky singer guy that finds a girl who makes sexy song lyrics and takes her into his band. He then falls in love with her and yatta yatta.
But it's really like... I don't know. I just like it? (Maybe because it's slightly hentai? Not like detailed. Just... yeah. Boobies. )

I might be making a comic with <3
She's just always wanted to make one and well... she says she lacks the art skill to ever describe the story the way she wants it. It's the same with me, you know? I always have to have a visual story in order to really get in it.
Yeah.

I had the swine flu for about 3 or 4 days. When I snapped out of it, I didn't feel like myself at ALL. I felt like someone invaded my body and now it's moving and I'm saying things I'm not thinking about...

But- I feel fine otherwise! XDD
Swine Flu's not that bad. Just really chronic and painful coughing and bad fevers for a few days. Just have lots of soup!
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You guys might have been wondering what's been going on with me and this girl I've been obsessing over lately? Well here goes.


I made this REALLY sweet song about how adorable the girl I like is.
And lol I kind of sang it to her over the phone. And she said I sounded like a girl version of NeverShoutNever. (I denied EVERYTHING. )

Here are the lyrics!

(Verse 1)
You've got the prettiest eyes that I ever saw
You've got a beautiful smile that could make those boy's jaws drop
And you know that
You always make my day worth while
Take it out of my way just so I can say hi
And

(Chorus)
You're adora- oh I don't even need to say the rest
You already know what I'm gonna say anyway
And you're amazing-
and GOD you're just adorable
When you look at me that way~

(Verse 2)
I bet I know what you're thinkin
Maybe we could listen to some music or somethin together
Oh~
And maybe we could go on a walk and
Hold each other's hands as we talk

Gotta say it quick or I'll lose my voice

(Chorus)x2
You're adora- oh I don't even need to say the rest
You already know what I'm gonna say.


At least, that's what it's like right NOW. I might change the ending, because it slightly bothers me. I might perform it and put it on youtube, or something. If I feel like it. I used the tabs in my own cordination from BigCityDreams. Otherwise it sounds a bit like it...
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Arglfsh. I had her for like- a couple days then got overwhelmed in everything and dumped her. Then this whole issue over here's going on...
But hey, it's life. She really likes me back though apparentally. So much that- I don't know.

Over the past... (Three weeks?) while, I've been confused, angry, sad, happy, and just over all moody because of her! D:
I've never been so love struck.

Look at me, I sound like an over sentimental boy! D: I love that adorable freak so much.

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Now for the interactive part of this!

Have you ever felt like you wanted to make a huge story, but lacked any skill to make it come to life? If so, how'd you deal with that?

Question 2!

Have you ever felt like someone just totally invaded your body and you were watching yourself do stuff and say things? Did the feeling ever go away, or do you still feel it, hmmm?? OuO;

Yeah.
I feel like Shane Dawson. But his ideas are cool, so whatever.
I'm feeling randooom~

Shout out to Ashwees and her birthday that was yesterday! We gave her 16 spankings and humps! (Even if she IS 14. Lol)

I love you guys.
Laters!

A break from all the addiction journals. (Lol only 2? ). I finally got kinda caught up on my school work!

LOL My English teacher HATES ME.
He's SO UPPITY. I don't like him at ALL! He is SUCH a smart ass!
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I got tagged~!!

Tagged by <3

+Rules+

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them. Not gonna do that.
5. No tag-backs.

1. I fall in love too easily.
2. I'd rather talk to someone in person rather than over the phone, or computer. I want to be the one who's brave enough to say 'I love you' to their face.
3. I KNOW everyone deserves to live.
4. My friends give me all the love I need.
5. If I were a man, my penis would be bigger than Ron Jeremy's. And he's got a good 9 inches.
6. Face, down, ass up!
7. I've only fell in hardcore love once. And nope, it was actually way before this year.
8. I fix my mistakes.
9. I WILL hump you hello whether you LIKE IT or NOT!!
10. I promised myself I wouldn't lie.


There's my sentimental shitty quiz, there, kids!

NOW.
Back to playing my guitar.


I love you guys! <3



Oh right.
And I tag...